It’s been ten days since ‘the news’ hit Canada. It feels like a month, two … more.
How are you my lovely?
I haven’t been sleeping much. Saturday night it felt like I hadn’t slept at all.
Yesterday I started crying just because I was tired.
Is it normal for a 51-year-old to cry just cause they can’t sleep?
I’m grateful to say I slept for almost 10 hours last night.
It was glorious.
I woke with so much gratitude. Did that really happen? I never sleep that long.
Then I remembered ‘this’.
Things I Think About
What if we pick up the virus on our trips to Johns’ appointments?
What if John gets it and I can’t be with him in the hospital?
What will happen to my business through this?
Please God, help us.
I get out of my little bubble and consider ALL the ways in ALL the world.
And my heart hurts so much for all those suffering.
Then I try to think about what I can share, and how to share it.
How can I serve best?
There are so many on the ‘front lines’ of this. I can’t imagine how it must feel.
My worries seem small.
I get to go about my day. And it’s honestly very much the same as it was ‘before’.
The biggest change is all the extra thinking and feeling…
I often talk about…
how important our thoughts are.
How our thoughts directly affect our life.
And I still believe this to be true.
But, in times like this, we can’t help but think ‘these things’ and ‘feel this way’.
We have to allow it in and through.
If you’ve yet to put your pen on the page around how you’re feeling. If you’ve never been one to write your thoughts.
Might NOW be the time to start?
Texture Tuesday 2.0 starts tomorrow.
I’m super excited.
I will have a new pack of textures and light overlays for you.
Plus a few videos on how to use the textures in Photoshop.
Pop back and join us for Texture Tuesday 2.o.
Also, I’m working on a few class offerings.
I ‘ve received requests for writing, tech, and still photography.
I’m thinking about short and pocket-book friendly classes.
One for the writers, another for the photographers and some techy classes soon too.
Last week I started unconsciously eating Lays ripple chips, carrot cake, and cookies. (if you know me, you know I rarely eat any of those things.)
What the heck?
Oh, human-ness….how funny you are.
At this time, I say eat what feels good, my friend…
But right now, I can feel those chips and carrot cake and it feels ugh.
So my public promise for this week.
I’m not promising…no more comfort food, but this week I will consciously decide what I really want to eat.
And see how that goes.
Have you been eating unconsciously too?
I’d love to know…
How are you?
As always with love and gratitude.
A Link-up Party
Remember Texture Tuesdays?
If not, in a nutshell…Every Tuesday I would post a photo with texture, along with my edit details.
And many of you lovelies would share your link below the post too.
I think now’s the time for a link-up COME BACK.
So stay tuned for the TEXTURE TUESDAY 2.0 March 24th.